Last night was my shift at the Community Kitchen. I enjoy it and think that it’s a rewarding and worthwhile way to spend an hour or so a week. I must admit, though, that when 3:30 pm rolls around on Wednesday and I start thinking about heading down, I often wish I had some other commitment instead. Momentum and the First Law of Motion, I guess.
After slinging hundreds of ladle fulls of rice and some strange pork concoction (and no, I check my Vegan ideals at the door for this period of time), and having conversations with many of the folk who come through the door looking for a hot meal, I am struck by the distinct change in atmosphere once 6 pm arrives and we close up. The people who talked to me just minutes earlier are suddenly aloof and unapproachable. The sense of me being an outsider with nothing but a guilty conscious to assuage is palatable (palatable, despite their being pork involved). There was a point in my life when I could have just as easily become one of them. That path, although definitely not travelled, was certainly examined, and tentative footsteps were taken down it. I retreated, thankfully.
It saddens me that there are still gaps between the haves and have-nots in our World. We’ve known this for ages, and people have written things about it. Mused about it. Pontificated, even. If history is examined, we’d see that we’ve been repeating and maintaining the status quo for ages. In 1932, there was a massacre in El Savador, due in part to a retaliatory strike by the government against a Communist uprising over wages and poor working conditions for Indian coffee pickers. The Coffee Association of El Salvador wrote that
“There have always been two essential classes in every society: the dominators and the dominated. Today, they are called the rich and the poor. To end class divisions would break the equilibrium and cause the disintegration of human society.”
Harsh stuff. And yet, we seem to still pay lip service to community and charity, especially in Western society. We write thoughtful quotes on white boards, shake our heads about the problems we see on the streets, and then stay in our warm offices and ignore the 5 pm dinner call on Wednesday afternoon.